14/12

Time past so fast..
One month past again...
I will getting better~
Final week now~~~
Gonna finish my term 3 already...
Since when I had no courage to find you?
I really have no idea...
Memories really hard to forgot..
I'm still waiting for you..
But seem as really no chance..
I'll be stronger as I thought.
Can I do it well??



Next year I'll be in Penang for 3 month...
Penang,a new place to me..
Penang,let me forget everything that are bad,sad to me..
Penang,a place that have no you..
Oh Penang!!!



Sick,please do leave me alone...
I don't like to friend with you...
I hate this feel...
=[

Untitled ~

Just wanna say I just got the money~
But don't know how to tell you...
Just write it here..
I'm super happy when I get my money...
Thanks to myself ~
Huhu...
Work there for two days~
I already plan all of this~~
But can it work?
If you think you really feel okay with me,just let me know~
I will do what I've plan~
Okay?!
I really don't know what the relationship between us now~
It's really complicated to me~
I also have something to you since I went to Pangkor~
I really still waiting for you...








Thanks to someone...
Finally I stop it~
I really feel bad those few days...
I'm sorry because I've done something embarrassing in front of you.
But really thanks a lot~~
I owe you one meal...
That all I can do to you..
And I promised I will be stronger!!!
=]






I went to Pangkor last two weeks...
It was really memorable trip...
I really think that we are more close from that trip..
Haha...
I love you guys...
But don't always bully me la.
Please~~~






This Tuesday we went Melaka.
We gain a happy memories again~
This time was so FULL!!
Haha...
203 stickss of satay celup..
It was the first time I saw someone eat that much...
Really get shocked!!
But I like that feel~
That day let me stop thinking about something...
I was really crazyy~
And I really tired~










This few weeks I really feel hyper tired~
Every night I insomnia...
This is the truth...
I really can't forget...
I keep saying to myself that:"Everything gonna be okay!"
But it really looks doesn't work to me~
=[
Awww~~~
Smile is not easy for me now~
But I know that I'm trying~~~

Just for you

To my buddy?!
To my best friend?!
Just wanna say Sorry if I done anything wrongly~
I saw your blog...
Tried to ask you...
Since you seem as don't really wanna reply me...
I'm really feel sorry if I ignore you before~
Just wanna say that I really feel very tired~
Not forget you!
You know that I won't forget you~~
I'm serious...
If you still wanna ignore me then I really have nothing to do with it~
When you feel really better much only find me...
If I really forget about you,I won't think so much...
I know I got my own new life~
But you still in my plan...
Cause I still owe you something that I promised before~
Lastly,if you really feel better if I'm not in your plan,please go ahead...
What I can do now is just WAIT...
And thanks because you replied my message and told me that you wanna sleep but not just Ignored~
;(

Waiting for You...

All I can do now is just WAIT~~
And I really don't know that...
Sorry~~
;(

18-10

Waiting for my hair longg~~

I feel just long little bit only..

UEC coming.

But I'm not the one who attend this exam.

All my friend who involved in this exam.

All the best ya~

Feel really tired this few days and months.

Don't know why am I so tired!

Ishhh...

I want and need energy.

Haha...

xD

I'm waiting you finish your UEC exam ya.

I still owe you something.

Haha...xD

But then,you give me some time...

I need time to prepare it!

Hehe...=]

Feel super hyper unlucky this few days.
Keep injured!!!!
What the...
I think it won't continue.

Today is Saturday...
And I have nothing to do~
Aww...
So boringggggg!!!!
=='''

2/10

My term 3 start tomorrow~
Aww...
So fast,my ONE week holiday gone~
I will miss holiday soon..
Haha...xD









Hmmmm...
Term 3 timetable is more relax than term 2~
Between,why always change Chef Karam to other Chef?
I want he teach us pastry...
=[
Oh,Asian Food...
Easy or tough?!
Haha...









This holiday I spent my time with family and friend~
Hehe...
Go hospital with my mum and sister~
Movie and dinner at Pavilion with Sim,Nee and Andrew~
Dinner service at my house with Sim,Nee,Andrew,Soo and Fakhrullah~

This look great,but taste......

It's located at Pavilion-Tokyo Street~~

This is made by Sim,Nee and Me~~

*~Chocolate Molten Cake~*

Last 2 day go Bomoh house for celebrate her father and sister birthday~
Just came back from her house and I spent my day with her family~

Buy one free one CHATIME at Selayang Mall with Bomoh.

She treat me~~

I found a new cafe...

Hehe...

Actually is my mom bring me there~

That cafe name is-Haven Cafe.

It's a organic shop and there got sell Food and Beverage.

Rib Eye~

Hot Chocolate~

Lemon Zest Cheesecake~

All the food here~

Look great,Taste Great.

Yummy~

=]

Term break~~~

HWowwww...
Final exam finally PAST!!!
I'm so happy.
Term break START...
Haha...
But only one week...
I don't think is enough time to me...
Is too SHORT!!!
But never mind la..
Planning to go Sepang Gold Coast with them...
=]
All the exam is okay for me,wish me luck to pass...
Haha...
Next term is more relax to me I think,cause our subject is like term 1.
Not many subject~~
Hehe...:)
Gonna try to do chocolate molten cake with twins...
Sure will success..
I know~~~





Yesterday spent my time with my buddy-Bomoh~
Oh...
But no movie..
Too bad,so sad...
=[
Awwww....
But is okay to me,cause I so happy when I spent my time with my buddy...
Go to tesco cause buy things and main reason is go popular..
Someone need to do birthday card wo,but at last buy already also haven't start to do yet.
Ohhhhhhh...
I'm  not saying you o~~
Haha....
Today went to movie with buddy and my sister.
We watch [Nasi Lemak 2.0].
This movie really not bad.
Awesome...
Hoho...
Long time didn't movie with you already...
Haiya...
Someone bottle forgot to bring home.
Always forgot..
Haha...
Never mind,cause you will come to me again because of your bottle.
Hey,long time no take picture with you already..
Next time when you come must take ya...
Haha...
Your trial exam gonna finish...
But UEC is coming...
Do your best...
All the best to you...
^^

Exammm~~

Final start!!!
Studyyyyy...
Ishhh...
Can't it past faster or the time turn back?!
Hmmmm....
Just do all my best....
Don't wanna fail!!!
Really hate it...
I really try to fall in love with you,but you doesn't look like wanna love me....
Awww...
I mean Food Science!!!
Haha...xD
I really tryyyyyy harddd!!
Haiz...
Still blogging here?!
Omggg...
Byee....
All the best ya,my dear friend who are having trial exam right now!!!
Good luck,peeps!!!
^^

6-9-11

很累啊~
很快的，已經開課了~
超級想念假期~
一個星期會不會太少了？！
真是的。。。
開課了就等於我的考試要到了。。。
真得很了累。。。
我要好好休息了~
這樣我才會有體力~~
哈哈。。。











別人對你這麽好，爲什麽你偏偏不珍惜呢？
真的不明白。。。
你還要在別人面前說那些有的沒的。。。
還虧你想和做得出叻。。。
真是佩服啊！
你都不知道你這樣做，會讓人很失望！！
不止失望，還傷心。。。
你這個人真的無葯可救了！
你可以自我檢討嗎？
我還以爲你會好好對待他的。。。
爲什麽？！
咳。。。
你要小心點啊~
因爲你這樣對人，是會有報應的哦~~~
懶得理你！！！！！
簡直就是人渣！！！











真的累了。。。
想睡了~~~
有什麽事都可以找我哦。。。
要吹水也可以哦~~
隨時歡迎！！
=]
晚安！！！

21/8

This few day keep insomnia~~~

Just make me feel tired!!!

I hate insomnia!!!

I really have no idea why am I insomnia?!

Stress?!

Worried about?!

Really feel dying~~~

Ewww!!!!

Someone help?!

Haih!!!

My mid-term coming all together since last week~~~
All my lectures say before HARI RAYA...
What the fuck?!
All exam comes together than only one word can conclusion it---DIE!!!!
Haiz...
Studying right now...
Really tired!!!
Beh tahan arr!!!!!!!
T_T





Don't feel wanna go Australia already...
Don't know why...
Haih...
Just feel wanna lye on my bed all the holiday!!!!
Arghhhhh~~~~
=[





Find a happy family in my group~~~
<3 u guys~~~
All of us so special...
Wish our friendship can lasts forever~~~
Cause it hard to find a pure,funny,nice,etc. friend in college~~~
=]





Buy the present to you...
But don't know you like it or not~~~
But i think u will like it,cause it's bought by ME~~~
Right?!
Haha=]
So happy when you come my house visit me~
Go out yamcha!!!
Really nice~~~
=]
Keep in touch....
^^




No write more la,
Go study now~~~
Bye la!!!
All the best to you all and also for me!!!
:)

TIRED life!!!!

This few day really make me feel TIRED!!!!
Okay....
I can't imagine that if got holiday to me now~~~
I will just sleep at my bed~~~
Really cannot afford more!!!!
Please~~~
Give me more time to rest...
I really need REST now~~~
My temper is getting bad...
My head is gonna dead...
Arghhhhhhhhh........
T_T











Mother...
Try imagine that if your mom not here...
Actually I'm really afraid that my mom got anything happen~~~
Luckily my mom go check before it getting worst...
Really lucky!!!
Wow...
But after operation I really don't know what can she eat...
After operation will she same as now~~~
I really can't lost my lovely mom...
Everything will be okay...
Just pray for her~~~
My tears won't drop cause I really know that STUPID CANCER won't let my mom down!!!!








I'm so sorry that if I can't celebrate with you...
I really so sorry...
I already promise to celebrate with you this year...
But...
I'm really sorry ya~~~
But I wanna say thank you to you...
You didn't ever angry to me...
It's your 18 years old birthday...
I should do many thing to you...
But I didn't do as much as I imagine and plan before...
But I can promise you...
I will bake a cake to you...
But if I really can't celebrate with you on date I also will bake it to you...
I PROMISE!!!
You know I don't reallu like you go clubbing...
But it's your life~~~
You no need to change it~~~
Cause everyone got not same lifestyle....
Just promise me to take good care when you're clubbing...
Okay?!
UEC exam is coming soon...
I know you will study hard~~~
Put more EFFORT sure can go degree straightly!!!
Do your best!!!
I'm here always with you even I'm not beside you...
<3







Don't know how to really smile in front of you guys...
You all don't know what problem I'm facing now~~~
Just act happy is the only way I can do now!!!
Actually I'm not strong enough!!!
Really tired!!!!
I don't really like the way in college!!!
It's really TIRED!!!!








Thanks to Ah Yuen also...
Because you're the one who really know me~~~
I'm always like a kid when I beside you...
You always take care of me just same as what a mother do...
Sometime really appreciate it I'm lucky...
Lucky I have meet you...
You treat me good...
I love you this friend~~~
Really thanks!!!!







I really don't like people promise something to me after that cancel without any REASON...
I'm really don't have any idea why you do that...
You know because of you,I have no car to use...
I really don't have car to back home!!!
But luckily got people fetch me back...
If not...
I think I'm not the one who talking to you today...
Please don't do that again to me...
If not sure I will kill you!!!

12/7

Today is my first serving class~~~
Wow...
That not bad~~~
But someone complaint about our group don't know how to use service gear~~~
That true~~~
Hehe=]
Cause everyone serve with the shaking hand~~~
Haha...
I know how to use it,but i'm not sure when I serving food~~~
That drive me crazy!!!
Haha...
But anyway,that is the first time!!
All of us,GOOD JOB ya~~~
=]
Hehe...




Next Tuesday is our second class of cooking and serve it to customer...
It's really a huge number for me~~~
Cause I know that already got 60 pax from now!!!!
Don't know whether it will change next Tuesday?!
Why?!
Why no one come when we are serving?!
Why everytime we cook so many guest coming?!
What are the actual reason?!
I really want to know that~~~
Hehe=]






Today go play volleyball....
But I'm sucks!!!!
Don't know why?!
Maybe it's the first time I play with them~~~
Or I really don't know how to play it already~~~
Planning every Saturday go back Chong Hwa play~~~
But I don't think anyone is free to play with me~~~
I miss Chong Hwa badly too!!!
Uma Rani!!!
Hmm....
Damn miss the time when we together!!!






Anything going fine!!!
See?!
Haha...
You're the one I know~~~
You didn't ever change since I know you~~~
So...
Everytime just act is the better way to comfort you~~~
Hehe...
Got anything just find me~~~
I really like you find me~~~
No wonder that is just your thing or not your thing...
Cause it made you feel better~~~
Always with you even you're not beside me~~~
Just do what you want and what you think~~~
=]
All the best to you!!!

6/7

So boring now...
It time for break...
But it is a terrible break...
Cause it got 4 hours...
What the hell is going on?
4 hours?
I really don't know why school arrange my timetable like this...
The 4 hours for doing nothing...
Why can't school arrange the other class?
Really boring.....
At my friend house typing this boring blog...
Haiz...
2 hours to go...
What should I do to waste this time?!








Just miss my buddy,friend...
How was going?
Exam now?
Really miss you all badly...
=]

26/6

不知道啦~~~
是呱~~~
我也觉得我们越来越远~~~
不懂啦。。。
就觉得你想说就告诉我吧~~~
反正我也知道最近不在你身边陪你。。。
是这样的~~~
我也知道有些事你也不想让我知道~~~
你有原因我不会怪你的~~~
不喜欢就要说哦~~~
那我还习惯点~~~
但你身边好像有了另外一个我了~~~
不过也好~~~
有人照顾你好过没有人照顾你~~~
好好加油！









上星期五，我不是故意放飞机的~~~
在这里只能说对不起~~~
我个人不是很喜欢方飞机的人，但如果有原因我是会原谅啦。。。
但是我最近又没有找你们，你们不信我也没办法~~~
只能说我不是故意的~~~
真的对不起！！！！！
=[






还剩一个星期的假期了。。。
没有得跟你们玩~~~
有点不习惯~~~
你们觉得的空来的话，可以来找我~~~
不过没有的话。。。
就算了~~~









其实，一旦你有了男朋友我就习惯了~
你会这样也正常啦~~~
只是那天语气重了些~~~
搞到你不爽，在这里跟你说对不起~~~
还有我要纠正一些你不懂的东西~~~
其实，我有去的时候才问倩有没有去~~~
他才说跟他妹妹去~~~
就是说他本来也是一个人去的，我才问她有没有约人。。。
他说没有，才问她要不要和我一起坐的。。。









习惯了被抛弃~~~
T_T

假期！！！

我的假期到了~~~
终于！！
不过，你们却上课了~~~
我假期你们上课，我上课你们假期~~~=='''
咳。。。
闷啊~~~
我的假期真的很闷！！！
你们个个忙于统考咯~~~
没人得空理我呢~~~
咳。。。
没关系啦~~~
你们要好好加油哟~~~
等考完试再找我，我是OK的~~~
^^
等你们啦~~~
呼呼！！





讲真的。。。
那时候当你告诉我时,我真的不知如何回答你~~~
那天或许我太累了~~~
不过隔一天，看你没找我，我想了又想。。。
想到我很累才睡~~~
我没有要怪你的意识~~~
只是当时的我不知能如何帮你~~~
真的很对不起！！！
看你不能睡，就知道其实你感到很恐惧~~~
只是没有说出来！！！
我知道当你告诉我的时候，你会觉得我会骂你！！！
其实我是会的~~~
只是我觉得没有必要~~~
因为骂你没有意识~~~
只能说好好照顾自己啦。。。
真的不希望会有下一次啦，好吗？？
既然都到了这里，现在就只有希望不会中啦！！！
我24小时都on call的。。。
什么事都可以找我哦！！！
^^
不要有事都不说哦~~~
因为我不希望我的好姐妹有事，而我是最后一个知道！！！
呵呵！！
=]




大学的第一个学期完了~~~
在这一个时期，我认识了新朋友~~~
很幸运的我，遇到了不错的朋友~~~
不知道啦。。。
我还蛮喜欢跟你们在一起哟~~~
呵呵。。。
希望我们能开开心心的度过这两年哦~~~
=]

Assessment week coming~~~

Omg~~~
Next week coming=Assessment week coming~~~
Wish me good luck!!!
Haha^^
Next week Monday till Friday also need to go school!!!
Haiz...
So tired la~~~




Really happy when I met my friend~~~
I really love you all so much~~~
Haiz...
You guys holiday and I'm the one who still got class~~~
Really not good!!!
Cause can't spend my time with you guy!!!!
=='''
Haha^^
Enjoy your holiday ba!!!!




Girl,take good care of yourself!!!
Please!!!
Cause you're my BEST FRIEND...
Just think before you do it~~~
Okay?!
Get what I'm talking about right?!
I won't scold you anymore!!!
Haha^^
Cause you're not the first time already!!!

Day with my friend and assessment!!!=='''

Aiya...
I not yet finish class they already reach my house~~~
Haha...
But is okay for me~~~
Haiz...
Really very tired lo~~~
Because just finish two final assessment la...
Because of one of my classmate gonna have a trip next week,my lecture just tell us:"Today we gonna have our assessment!!!Cause one of your classmate not at here next week!!!"
Huh?!
Really shock~~~
After finish first assessment our lecture say ours result:"All PASS!"
Woohoo...
Haha...
After dinner go pasar malam...
Haha...
No eat chao tau fu~~~
Because of my sister,she say here very noisy and need queue so long time...
And she just say:"I DON'T WANT EAT ALREADY!!"
Wtf!!!
Go pasar malam no chao tau fu eat shirr, some more sweat ar!!!
Before movie we quickly go home and wash our face!!!!
Haiz...
Go to WASTE my $$!!!
Just start a bit,I straight sleep le!!!
Haiz...
Really gg!!!! 
I think no next time!!!
Haha=='''
Really feel so tired!!!
I wanna rest!!!!

The day after Doomsday~~~

Haha...
Weird title right?!
Hehe^^
I will write that cause everyone thought 21 of May is Doomsday~~~
But that not true!!!
Cause today is 22/5!!!
No doomsday...
Haha...
Today I went to Zoo...
Oh my god!!!
It cost RM20 per ticket!!!
No wonder no people like to go to Zoo!!!
Cause it really expensive!!!
And the parking fees is RM4.25!!!
What the..............
Aiya....
Zoo eh...
Should be FREE PARKING there,right?!
Go zoo almost 2 hours~~~
But there damn HOT~~~
Haha^^
Damn Happy+Tired...
Cause yesterday I slept at 4 a.m something~~~
But at the morning 10a.m got SOMEONE wake me up!!!!
Aiyorr~~~
At first say 11 a.m only awake...
Now 10 a.m you wake me up!!!
Haha^^
But never mind,cause we gonna have our breakfast before Zoo~~~
Hehe^^
Aiya...
Go having breakfast at Papparich...
Sigh~~~~
Not good at all!!!
I mean the food~~~
After breakfast straight go Zoo...
First of all,Bomoh feel lucky cause all of her lover(Hippopotamus) not inside the water today~~~
Secondly,Lemon feel happy when he saw Rabbit today also!!!
Haha...
Lastly,all of us also feel happy!!!!
Okay...
It's time for picture today~~~